Magical heavenly "thing" in the sky

The feeling of yesterday was magical, warming and completely satisfying in all senses.
I was sitting on a patio with my room-mate, drinking an icy root beer, A lot of the time in the past it had been the sky and my curiosity in ufo's that was calling me, this time it was different, it was more like Heaven was calling my attention. I was already looking at the sky for a while, it was drawing me in. This redish/pink graceful thing was high up in this warm blue sky. It didn't move too much, like ufo's ive seen in the past had. This was more just for my attention I felt.
I went home continued to be aloof in the Holy Spirit, feeling Gods presence more and more intensely than I have ever before. I was doing my usual putting around, drinking tea and enjoying the breeze and nature and the different lives passing by in cars.
I was drawn to just kind of lean on this little fence we have in the backyard.
Before this I was just sitting down on the grass overwhelmed with love for God and Yeshua (Jesus) because I could feel their love pouring into me making my Spirit charged with super doopa tingly, ecstatic joyful amore! :) hehe :) Anyways, as Im oddly sort of perched on this fence ( which I have never perched on before ;) I look up, and there is this blue and white magical Heavenly "thing". I started to feel like something was happening, A blue jay out of no where came over to the yard where I was and started making strange noises, but I knew there was something special about this bird. When the blue jay came, 2 squirrels stood by in a kind of awe.
This blue and white thing still in view, I all of a sudden started to feel this overwhelming feeling of something happening within me. Something I have never felt before, My throat started to feel strange, my heart was beating in an unusual way, seeming to become awakened or something when looking at the experience in hindsight. Fear briefly entered me, am I dying? God comforted me, it lasted a while, I was changed yesterday, around 7 o clock on May 7th. Something happened, something Holy. I wonder what happened. :) The blue and white thing was still up there in the high sky, but I went inside to lay down.
I wonder what happened, I felt like the Spirit of God opened my heart or something.  Heart & throat, I was feeling my throat doing something as well.
Im excited, my life is living now.

Spite of Light

Our souls meet!
I see God in your eyes
We play without needing to verbalize 
2 giggling hearts, you are crammed into a shopping cart
We both want to have fun & play!
Looks like your Mama wants my love to go away? 
Oh precious little dew drop we will play another day :) 

Gone baby Gone baby, don't be long?

Grace takes its place and releases you from my memory temporarily
Your bouncy love, flying into my heart like a heavenly dove, sending my longing into overdrive 
Forgive me for my old ways & being in a selfish daze, baby girl its really you I want beside me through these rainy days.
You are so near in proximity, and your radiant spirit still resides in me
Baby E mup mup, darling buttercup 

What will our fate be?

Behind the Cloud*

This shell of sage sweeping off the weight of my age

He found me,when i thought i already found it.

begging you for clarity, to tell me, who might i be.

tests of trust, starting to transform my societal rusts. 

I feel the bloom, when its still a bud.

3:11

Last night I cried, realizing how the mind has been strategically pried,

You were once a little boy majestically creating another world in your backyard.

The time moved on, and rebellion claimed your innocence

All the simple beauty of your young & trusting dreams went out the window in a sense. 

Alien hybred's, voices & plans from other planets are now considered. 

Why now is the mention of God such a sin?