The feeling of yesterday was magical, warming and completely satisfying in all senses.
I was sitting on a patio with my room-mate, drinking an icy root beer, A lot of the time in the past it had been the sky and my curiosity in ufo's that was calling me, this time it was different, it was more like Heaven was calling my attention. I was already looking at the sky for a while, it was drawing me in. This redish/pink graceful thing was high up in this warm blue sky. It didn't move too much, like ufo's ive seen in the past had. This was more just for my attention I felt.
I went home continued to be aloof in the Holy Spirit, feeling Gods presence more and more intensely than I have ever before. I was doing my usual putting around, drinking tea and enjoying the breeze and nature and the different lives passing by in cars.
I was drawn to just kind of lean on this little fence we have in the backyard.
Before this I was just sitting down on the grass overwhelmed with love for God and Yeshua (Jesus) because I could feel their love pouring into me making my Spirit charged with super doopa tingly, ecstatic joyful amore! :) hehe :) Anyways, as Im oddly sort of perched on this fence ( which I have never perched on before ;) I look up, and there is this blue and white magical Heavenly "thing". I started to feel like something was happening, A blue jay out of no where came over to the yard where I was and started making strange noises, but I knew there was something special about this bird. When the blue jay came, 2 squirrels stood by in a kind of awe.
This blue and white thing still in view, I all of a sudden started to feel this overwhelming feeling of something happening within me. Something I have never felt before, My throat started to feel strange, my heart was beating in an unusual way, seeming to become awakened or something when looking at the experience in hindsight. Fear briefly entered me, am I dying? God comforted me, it lasted a while, I was changed yesterday, around 7 o clock on May 7th. Something happened, something Holy. I wonder what happened. :) The blue and white thing was still up there in the high sky, but I went inside to lay down.
I wonder what happened, I felt like the Spirit of God opened my heart or something. Heart & throat, I was feeling my throat doing something as well.
Im excited, my life is living now.
